The Captain's Daughter and A History of Pugachov by Alexander Pushkin

 I read Pushkin, and I thought why didn't I read any of his work till now.

This was a two in one with a lot of author's note. And for the first time I realised how much work goes into a good book before it comes in our hands.

Of course the first one (The Captain's Daughter) is a poet's work. You can see the poetry and imagination that goes into the whole narrative. This is such a happy go lucky story that it leaves you with a smile. You don't believe in all the coincident that happened but one after the other you keep on wishing more to come for a nice closure, and yes it doesn't disappoint you.

The second one (A History of Pugachov) is more of a historical account. It is super prose heavy, and goes into all the details which are available in the archives, and records. I never saw such a detailed story of a historical account, and it gives so much information about a military expedition (or more than one).

Peace

1984 by George Orwell

 There is a reason why some works outlast others. One of them may be that they survived but the major reason is that they hit a chord. This one hits you all over.

I always wanted to read the Animal Farm first but this was never off the list. So, when I saw this one on the aisle, the immediate thought was "Yeah, why not!".

I read it fast as it was too absorbing, and somewhere it echoed the thoughts.

There is no Big Brother or is there. We may never know but the process of changing the past keeps on going. You may not be a part of it but that doesn't mean you're not affected by it.

These day when we see a lot of noise around fake news, changed names, unscrupulous officials/politicians you can easily hear yourself saying what Winston said. And the bigger problem is that the only thing you can do is to survive it. You can't fight the fight but you can survive the fighting. And one day when the truth is out there in full force, nobody will be able to alter or cover it.

They can never enter your head, you just have to give a closer look to keep your sanity, and stay strong in what you believe.

Alas, it never end there and you prepare yourself for the next wave. This is a cycle we're part of. It may change it's flavour but it can't change it's nature.

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Half a Life by V.S. Naipaul

 Why did I read this

I was not sure if I should put a ? or ! (resentment) at the end of the sentence above.

I'm never looking for an adventure in a book, and in fact nothing happening is more of a sign of deeper thoughts. Unfortunately, that's not the case here. I think this is the reason I'm not going to pick up anything from Naipaul anymore.

I'll not go into details but I suggest this is not worth the time (even if it is a short one).

The Story of the Jews: Finding the Words, 1000 BCE – 1492 CE by Simon Schama

 I don't really have to write about what's in the book. The title says it all, and may be I'll pick up the second volume of it too.

This was a bit difficult to read initially because I was not able to understand a lot of words which I didn't see earlier, and the ideas were a bit crude but after half of it I was much better with the overall thought. Plus there are some really good instances which make you smile but when you look closer you realise the gravity of those light moments.

But the overarching thought is that all the calamities are man made irrespective of what they are made of. The whole idea of doing something, and getting away with it is so alarming that it puts you into perpetual fear of what can go wrong. The sad part is that you're not even instrumental for it going wrong.

All the atrocities against fellow humans are not justified irrespective of the reason but there had always been the voices which try to bring a counter point which is on the line of two wrongs making one right (I read on earlier and regretted it). It's always unpleasant to hear all the theories which try to justify any hatred against others but or at least dilute the arguments against it.

The other thought was that end of the day all these can be of power or money everything else is just a cover up for the real reason. So next time you hear of any such thing, keep in mind that it doesn't have anything to do with ideology, religion, cast, creed or colour.

My optimism - we're in the best of the world, and it is only going to be better than this.

Peace

Dune by Frank Herbert

 Ok I read it. I know I read like everyone else who has seen the recent trailer of the movie based on this book.

I prefer books over the movie (Harry Potter was an exception) so even when I'm not a fan of sci-fi, I read this one. This is definitely one of the few that I've read and I marvelled at the gigantic plot and was not surprised that this book independently is just a beginning.

This one has everything that a reader can ask for drama, emotion, action, conspiracy and above all greed! This was meant to be a movie even if the previous one didn't do very well. One thing which also surprised my was the amount of philosophy in the book which is not generally expected in a sci-fi. I think this was the main reason that a lot of people felt connected with the whole narration.

However, I love the book but I'm not going to read the rest of the series (I'm definitely not afraid of picking up 5 more books of about 600 pages each, wink). It's not that it is not interesting but I realised that I'm not into sci-fi. And when I say that I'm not really writing it off. I actually think that sci-fi writers are the biggest dreamers because they can put the things on paper which no body else has even thought of.

I might not be watching the movie also because I can't wait for the sequel to come (Of course they can't finish the whole story in one).

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One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez

Oh I read this. The one which I always dreamed of reading, and now I'm thinking why didn't I do it all this time.

Well a masterpiece in it's own capacity with a cyclical nature. I said cyclical because while reading it there were some sub-plots which felt like you just read a similar one before but no, it was a different one.

Reading it felt like reading a lot of stories which are put together coherently. Most of the plots were so independent that if they are published separately, it can stand as a separate piece of itself. One caution is don't get entangled with memorising the names of the characters, they are all same so remember the narration and the character and forget about the name :)

Macondo is not just a town which started form nothing, and ended up in nothing. It is more like everything living or otherwise which starts from and end in this cycle of creation and destruction. Even the stories of these cycles are not eternal irrespective of being a happy or tragic one, and they will eventually be erased from the Earth and any consciousness.

So while you're living your story make it a good one because you're going to live it, and one fine or not so fine day it will end, and vanish.

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Such a Long Journey by Rohinton Mistry

I picked this up from the library while my casual browsing. The reason I remembered it because of the controversy when it was pulled out of a college syllabus.

Of course curiosity got the better of me even when I was not interested in reading it for the propaganda.

Well this was a quick one (don't let 300 odd pages deter you). It has all that a normal Indian life has to offer. drama, emotion, comedy, tragedy and a lot of hope (even some black magic remedies if you're interested). And of course a lot of Parsi life and rituals in Mumbai. This also was a really thought out novel when a lot of sub plots ended up joining in the larger narration.

I could have avoided a lot of metaphors but then I'm on the other side of writing. 

But if you miss this one you're not going to miss much :) 

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Age of Anger : A History of the Present by Pankaj Mishra

 A lot of my choices these days are influenced by what is available in the library.

So here is the one which was I saw last week and I picked it up on a whim. Well, this was not the best pick but I don't feel bad about taking it.

The reason why it was not the best because there were a lot of references in the book which are directed from philosophers to revolutionaries to thinkers to political/social commentators. I heard the names of most of them but unfortunately didn't know their larger writings so in the back of my head I was telling myself not to get biased because this might be a one off quote :)

But I did like the overall perspective of the book, and it did give me a lot of references which I would be glad to pick in my future readings.

One thing about the rise of individualism is that it was always there. Those hungry, dissatisfied, hothead revolutionaries and politicians were always a part of the history. The modern technology has just equipped the current generation to move their thoughts and actions faster than their predecessors but that is visible in every field so why this one is expected to remain the same.

Worth a read if not for a new perspective but for a different one.

Peace

Inglorious Empire: What the British Did to India by Shashi Tharoor

 I was not looking for it but when I saw it in the library I said "why not?"

As the author mentioned that this came out in the continuation of his speech in Oxford, I could just smile at the irony of it, don't worry if you don't see it.

And like the title suggests it puts a lot of thoughts around the data and other sources from those 200 years and beyond. I will say that anybody who is looking at the positive sides of Raj or bent on showing that this was after all for the welfare of the colonised should look at this book. It summarily gives you all the details about what was wrong with British colonisation.

The worst part is not that this happened but that this was justified later or suppressed from public memory.

Repatriation is not the answer but keeping it alive in memory of people from both side is more important. If we forget it or remember a diluted/altered version of it then that will be the gravest of the injustice.

Peace

Kashmir - Behind The Vale by M J Akbar

 After my last read this was something I wanted to read.

This is a real good account of Kashmir from its history to what it is today. It covers a lot of topics and a larger portion is dedicated to the narrative around what caused its current state.

I'll not go into details but I can see that it has almost the similar causes that has catastrophic results historically irrespective of the event/country/civilisation. These are ego, greed, apathy, indolence and doubt.

I wonder how it would have been if any one of these factors were avoided. A ego won, greed removed, apathy understood, indolence acted upon, and doubts cast aside. Well that would have lead to a completely different book and what an amazing book it would have been to read.

But we can't turn back time and undo things and should look forward to the future.

Peace!

Our Moon Has Blood Clots: The Exodus of the Kashmiri Pandits by Rahul Pandita

 This a memoir of growing up in Kashmir as a Kashmiri Pandit.

It all goes like a narration which doesn't sound very coherent on a timeline but once you put the book down you realise that the sequence automatically falls in place inside your brain. You've the building blocks thrown at you but you don't need a blueprint to know which one goes where, it always falls into it's place.

It is a bit difficult to put yourself in those shoes when you don't have anything similar of your own. It's easy to connect with a narration which talks about moving out of your place for your job, business, dreams or what not but when you're rooted out of your home and take up a tag of a refugee than it's a different kind of movement. It's not what you wanted to do or destined to do but this was something which was forced upon you.

There can be million opinions why or how this happened and who was responsible for it but in a retrospective this doesn't mean anything. You realise that what is done can't be undone. You can't just put the clock in reverse to wish it away.

However, this gives us the opportunity to contemplate on what we can do or how we can react to it. And if possible what everybody can learn from it.

Peace

Caste: The Origins of Our Discontents by Isabel Wilkerson

This one came on my radar recently, and I thought of picking it up.

This was a really good read as it gives a commentary from the author's point who happens to a journalist which I'm mentioning to make a point about her amazing writing skills.

The whole book is full of so many small anecdotes/incidents which are personal or historical but gives us a big picture of how the whole discrimination works. There are a lot of incidents which are from US before or after the civil war but those are true for any discriminating society.

One thing which I kind of disagree is that in today's world the discrimination is still there but the rightfully your's can be delayed but can't be denied which is true for all.

We've made progress and from here on it's going to be way forward only as the new normal settles down.

Another thought which came as an after thought was that the imbalance of power is always going to stay in one form or another. Discrimination is something which we can't just wish away and only the conscience with discipline can deliver the larger goals in the future.

Peace!

Saigon: An Epic Novel of Vietnam by Anthony Grey

 To start with, this is hell of a book and rightly called an epic novel. Pun intended.

This one is huge with 900+ pages and took a lot of time (or maybe I'm getting slower). The plot covers around 50 years of Vietnam unrest (war/struggle) with a lot of family, friend, and love involved.

I'll not go into the plot but some how I believe that to make it an epic the same plot got repeated with multiple characters. It was even so common that I actually started waiting for the moment when each of the characters will die. And there is barely anybody left by the end of it!

Of course it has that charm from the colonial era but I would have loved to miss a lot of niceties.

But I'm just an ordinary reader, and this was not written only for me. I completed it (which is an accomplishment itself) but I'm sure this had a lot of thoughts and moments that I truly appreciated.

The size of the book is a bit intimidating but given the coverage of half a century, and if you're interested to learn about how it was in Vietnam, it is worth a read.

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Sex, Drugs, Einstein, & Elves: Sushi, Psychedelics, Parallel Universes, and the Quest for Transcendence by Clifford A. Pickover

No prizes to guess that I picked this one up just because of the title.

Don't go with the title. It doesn't really have much to offer apart from the great things the author has done or written. Well it's not bad but I know which writer I'm not going to pickover again :)

The only good thing with this book is that it reminded me of my long due Marcel Proust's "In Search of Lost Time" but I'm still unsure if I should start it.

Not worth the time.

The Rape of Nanking by Iris Chang

I picked up this book after reading about the tragic life of the author.

I never heard about this particular war atrocity but than we never know everything, and I'm glad that Iris put a sincere effort to bring out the story.

Of course, this is not a story that anyone would like to remember but forgetting it will be a bigger crime. This book is a record of what the people of Nanjing went through during the Sino-Japanese war. The crimes are unspeakable and there were some convictions too. There were a lot of stronger ones who got away with their wrong doing.

When I finished it my first reaction was that all the wars are dirty, and their real reasons dirtier. But this can't be the reason for not knowing the history of these wars. In fact, these are more of a reason to know this so that we remember it in future even if we all have a failing memory.

Peace

No Turning Back by Rania Abouzeid

A serious one after so much soft reading.

This is about wartime Syria but unlike a commentary it talks more through the real people who have been in different situations since this all started.

War is bad and the worst thing about it is that it puts the humanity out of all the equations, and everything sounds like a number.

I'll not try to put the details here but I believe one thing that nobody comes unscarred out of it irrespective of being a part of it or not.

May those scars heal, and only peace remain.

Peace

Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi

I picked this up for a light read, and as expected it was.

The author is best known of his plays so reading this one gives you the feel of a play. There is a smaller set up, and all the characters keep moving in and out of the same place as the story moves ahead.

This is also similar to those dream like romantic Japanese movies, and in a lot of places it feels like repetitive.

However, the best thing is that it keeps you engaged, and curious to know what happens next. And yes it does leave a lot of things unanswered which I think is a good thing.

Quick and fancy read if you're into romantic things.

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A Burning by Megha Majumdar

I picked up this one because this was recommended by Amitav Ghosh not that I'm blaming him for his recommendation. You always hear it from somebody and pick up the book. If it lives up to your expectations or not depends on the dynamic between the writer and the reader because somebody who is recommending had been a reader once but a different reader.

This is a debut novel and you can see it in the first ten pages.

It felt like the whole plot is taken from the recent headlines, and was put together to get this. If you follow the news you can see the connection with most of the characters.

Megha has a long way to go and it is definitely not the best debut novel but I'll be looking forward to more.

Peace

The Opium War: Drugs, Dreams and the Making of China by Julia Lovel

I was looking for something on Opium war and remembered this was mentioned somewhere.

Well, since I was curious I finished it fast. And as expected this was not a really scholarly sketch of what happened during those years. However, it suffices to give an overview of the situation.

I'm not quite convinced with the rational of Chinese inaction but the point of business reasons of selling opium and less effective Chinese measures in the latest warfare was driven very well.

Like any historical war this had more to do with business rather than nationalism, patriotism or the all time favourite liberate them. In fact it was clearly an attack on the sovereignty of a country to maintain it's business and geopolitical interests.

Of course in a detailed account which include internal conflicts, territorial issues or even the communication gaps/military mismanagement we may come up with more reasons on why China lost it but eventually the reason why it started in the first place will always remain same - greed of business and the blind support to this greed.

The whole scenario did build the atmosphere of mistrust, and we never know how long will it take to get over it.

This is not best of the books but you can definitely build some initial thoughts around this, and definitely beware of the pitfalls before believing anything.

Peace

The Synagogue of Satan by Andrew Carrington Hitchcock

There are some books which give you a feeling that you shouldn't have picked it. But this book gave it away in like first ten lines.

I should have never picked it up but then we all fall for those curious titles.

If this ever gets mentioned anywhere just don't fall for it. Not worth a thought.

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